Time to start up again

I'm back into the think tank:

It has been so long since I have written a blog that I expect that all the rules have changed. I have decided that I will start on a new project. It has been a few years since I had an idea that I could run with, but I have to start somewhere right?

Ideas:

1. To start writing down goals and ideas that can be done with only a 1 man crew.
2. Create an audience who actually wants to see my work.
3. Make money
4. The most important one of all: Changing the world around me.

Changing world around me that I don't like:

Now don't get me wrong, I am surrounded by wonderful people who push me and who love me. I am forever grateful for my family and truly blessed. But I left my love, making art with my camera, to support my family. While I will never regret my decision, I have come to learn that my passion will forever be a part of me. I have always felt that God gave me a gift and that I should use it. Because I have not made anything in a while and am not making videos as much as I want to, I have felt miserable and sad. I used to be that guy that chase after his dreams to becoming successful behind the camera. I fought with myself because I believed I had to stop my dreams so I could raise a family. I have struggled  because I wanted to stop and move on with my life but God has had other plans for me. As many times as I have thought "ok this is it, i'm done with this part of my life" I would get a phone call from someone to shoot or get an chance to use my talents. Whenever I get behind a camera, or edit, or record, its a drug. It is a high that doesn't stop and joy that never seems to stop. It's a cloud nine the whole time and when I am done for the day, I smile like the joker. I just can't seem to stop grinning. So this blog will be a guide for me to start up with my art again. To change my world and start to like my life again.

Next time:

I will throw ideas around and make a list of items I need. I have equipment but I still need a lot more. 

Later